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No. 88306
Are there any fics in which Thor feels shame/is shamed by Loki for his dirtysickwrong desires for his own brother?
I can just imagine the coldness in Thor's stomach as his brother's eyes widens in understanding. To Thor, Loki's reaction would be almost comical compared to his usual practiced apathy. Perhaps Loki would be struck silent for once in his life until he sees the self-loathing, the fear, the *lust* in Thor's eyes and realize a boon he had been handed on a silver platter. Perhaps Loki will smile at Thor deliberately, feeling disgust and desire for control warring inside, just to see Thor's eyes light up in hope. Would he allow Thor to lie with him, just to shame Thor later, to twist the truth of their coupling to something Thor would never forgive himself for? Perhaps Loki would wait, wait, and wait longer with his enigmatic Mona Lisa smile on his lips until Thor's will crumbles, just to draw back from Thor's timid kiss with a half-faked disgust and shock, call him "brother" in a whisper bound to break Thor more than his greatest spells ever will?
Maybe during the heat of their coupling, Loki would call out "brother" to see Thor's face crumble in shame and to feel Thor's hips jerk and stutter. Maybe Loki would whisper to Thor with poison dripping from his words memories of their childhood, asking Thor exactly when he began wanting to grab his younger brother and rut into him like a wild animal. Like he is doing now. Loki would be interested in knowing exactly what Thor thought of when he stroked himself to completion all those eons ago, mere hours after embracing his unsuspecting younger brother in a show of brotherly love. Is that why you looked upon me such, Thor, Loki might ask, Is that why you professed your love for me after our kinship was shown to be a lie? Because you had hoped to carry out your filthy desires? Would you have anyway, even if you still thought me a brother in blood?
... I don't know, man. I've got a big humiliation/shame fetish. ._.
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